Saturday, October 27, 2012

reflection

Today was a day for deep thinking. Not so much the what's-the-meaning-of-life kind of thinking, it was more in terms of my goals and aspirations, what I want out of my life, trying to see the big picture, etc.  
I had a lazy morning at home, complete with dozing, reading, checking emails, and finally coffee. After I showered, I bundled up (it's finally starting to feel like fall!) and made my way to a couple churches that I had previously toured with my Baroque class. I wanted to take some pictures that I hadn't been able to in class, and the afternoon light was almost perfect. 

Sant'Andrea della Valle











creepy doll

creepy fake priest in a tomb

Chiesa Nuova or Santa Maria in Vallicella







Unknown






I stopped in the last one at random (it wasn't on our Baroque tour) to rest my feet and relax a little. I have never been a religious person, and I doubt I ever will be, but there is something about the peace and quiet of a church that greatly appeals to me. It was lovely to sit down by myself surrounded by dimly lit chapels and just meditate on my life in silence.
I'm not going to divulge my every thought here, but I will say that feel like I am learning more and more about myself each day that I am here. Which was a main reason behind why I took this opportunity to study abroad, second only to my love of carbs (just kidding, Mom). 
But in all seriousness, today was just what I needed. It wasn't jam packed with sight-seeing. I didn't try a new restaurant, or tour a museum. I didn't even spend one euro. 
Just some time to myself in the sweet tranquility of a beautiful church. 

Friday, October 26, 2012

galleria borghese

A few weeks ago I toured the galleria at Villa Borghese with my Baroque art history class. We visited the museum twice, with one lecture devoted to paintings and the other to statues. The paintings were incredible, but the statues were my favorite (again). They were exquisite. This lecture only solidified my love for the art form. 

My two favorites were both sculpted by Gian Lorenzo Bernini, the name that most exemplifies Baroque art. These pictures are not my own, as both the museum and Paolo forbid photography. 






The first statue is called Pluto and Persephone, or The Rape of Persephone, inspired by the myth of the same name in Ovid's Metamorphoses. The young goddess Persephone who is kidnapped by the god of the underworld, Pluto, who had fallen in love with her as he watched her pick flowers in Sicily. The tale is a dramatic one, as Pluto opens a giant chasm in the earth, grabs Persephone and takes her back into his underworld to make her his queen. Bernini captures this horrifying moment in his sculpture, with the surprised and distraught Persephone hoisted onto the shoulder of the strong and fearsome Pluto. 
But with a closer look, the statue is more than just moment of the myth. It involves the viewer in that moment, as though we are an onlooker watching the abduction happen before our very eyes. 
The three headed dog sitting is Cerberus, the guard dog of Pluto. Cerberus' heads each look in a different direction, and denote the placement of the statue in the story. The one on the left is hard to see, as it is cowering behind the body of Pluto. This head is shielding it's eyes from the light and warmth of Sicily, which the group faces. The head in the middle has it's head craned upward and it's mouth open, displaying it's teeth with a menacing bark. The head on the right looks behind the group, back towards it's dark underworld home. The position of the heads in the statue mirror the placement of the statue in the Galleria Borghese as well as in the story. The statue faces large windows and a door that look out onto the gardens of Villa Borghese which are supposed to signify the beautiful meadows of Sicily, where Persephone had been picking her flowers. Behind the statue are the rooms of the rest of the Villa which would have been in darkness, much like the underworld where Pluto takes Persephone. We know this to be true because Bernini sculpted the statue for this exact spot in Villa Borghese. In this incredible way, Bernini engages our senses with his statue. With the dogs' direction we can see the sun and beautiful flowers of Sicily, as well as the darkness of Hades. We can also hear the dog's barking if we really imagine it. 
However amazing this is, Bernini does not stop there. His statue is exceptionally carved; the muscles of Pluto are defined and rigid, and Bernini achieves the difficult task of depicting Pluto's backward movement as he steps behind himself toward Hades. His face is determined with a furrowed brow and smoldering eyes. Contrastingly, Persephone's body is soft and curvy, expressing the nature of her youth and innocence. Her arms are thrown up in protest of her kidnapping and her face is tortured with the alarm of the moment captured. Bernini even sculpted a tiny tear in her eye to show the grief that is to come. 
But the cherry on top of it all is the hand of Pluto that grasps the thigh of Persephone. With a closer look, one can see the indentations of his hand as though they are truly grasping the real flesh and muscle of the young goddess's leg, making the figures appear more lifelike than they already are. I wish there was a way that you all could see it in person, but here is a picture up close. It is a statue truly remarkable to behold. 



Also, just a fun little fact for you, Bernini finished this statue when he was 22 years old...what????? I'm dead.


The second statue that left me dumbfounded was Bernini's Apollo and Daphne. This is another statue inspired by a myth from Ovid's Metamorphoses. This myth tells the tale of Apollo's unrequited love for Daphne which, through his misery poetry is born. Cupid, the conniving god of love, was angered by a joke Apollo had made at his expense. In an act of revenge, he shot Apollo with an arrow of love and Daphne, a beautiful nymph, with an arrow of hate. Upon seeing Daphne, Apollo was immediately enraptured while Daphne was filled with loathing. Apollo tried to convince her of his love, but Daphne would not stay to listen. Below is the rest of the story in full.  


So ran the god and girl, one swift in hope,
The other in terror, but he ran more swiftly,
borne on the wings of love, gave her no rest,
Shadowed her shoulder, breathed on her streaming hair.
Her strength was gone, worn out by the long effort
Of the long flight; she was deathly pale, and seeing 
The river of her father, cried "O help me,
If there is any power in the rivers,
Change and destroy the body which has given
Too much delight!" And hardly had she finished,
When her limbs grew numb and heavy, her soft breasts
Were closed with delicate bark, her hair was leaves,
Her arms were branches, and her speedy feet 550
Rooted and held, and her head became a tree top,
Everything gone except her grace, her shining.
Apollo loved her still. He placed his hand
Where he had hoped and felt the heart still beating
Under the bark; and he embraced the branches
As if they still were limbs, and kissed the wood,
And the wood shrank from his kisses, and the god
Exclaimed: "Since you can never be my bride,
My tree at least you shall be! Let the laurel
Adorn, henceforth, my hair, my lyre, my quiver;
Let Roman victors, in the long procession,
Wear laurel wreaths for triumph and ovation.
Beside Augustus' portals let the laurel
Guard and watch over the oak, and as my head
Is always youthful, let the laurel always
Be green and shining!" He said no more. The laurel,
Stirring, seemed to consent, to be saying "Yes."


Again the sculpting of Bernini is flawless. Shocker. 


Bernini chooses to sculpt another pivotal moment, fraught with awe and apprehension. Daphne is in the midst of her transformation into the laurel tree. She is breathless from the chase; somehow Bernini has made her face paler than the rest of her body. Upon it flashes a look of shock and almost doubt, at whether she has made a mistake in her hasty request. Meanwhile, her fingers are turning into leaves, her flowing hair into branches, and her toes are growing roots. A rough bark envelopes her young body. Apollo, sculpted in the act of the chase, looks for Daphne in the distance. He believes he has caught her as he lays his hand on her waist, but touches the trunk of a tree instead of her soft skin. You can almost see the look of surprise that is about to cross his face as he feels the beat of her heart beneath the bark, drumming after the long run. All of this would be enough to shock and awe any audience with his talent, but Bernini continues to raise the bar. 

Again, Bernini incorporates his audience into his sculpture. If we walk around the statue in a counterclockwise direction beginning from the bottom right corner and ending in the bottom left corner, we see the story unfold before our very eyes. From the first angle we see a boy chasing a girl. When we get to the top right corner, the transformation of Daphne is now visible to us; we see her fingers beginning to sprout leaves and her feet growing into roots. In the top left corner, we can see the transformation is farther along as her torso becomes the trunk and her human features are disappearing. Finally, at the bottom left corner, we now see a boy chasing a tree. 

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Looking at this statue and listening to what Paolo read the section I posted above, I felt like I was a witness in the very same forest, perhaps hiding behind a neighboring tree. Paolo told us that these were the movies of that time, and he was right. It's not hard to imagine the heavy breathing of the couple as they ran through the forest, or the sound of their feet hitting the forest floor. Looking at Apollo's left hand, I can imagine what the rugged bark of Daphne's new skin must have felt like. And I don't have to imagine seeing her transformation; I can see it all happen just by walking around Bernini's work. What is most astonishing to me is how the statue made me feel the emotion of Apollo as he finally reaches his love and finds instead a tree. I can feel his disappointment, his despair, and his longing. And this is all produced by a chiseled piece of stone, albeit a brilliantly chiseled piece of stone. There is no contemporary art in the entire world that can even come close to this. Bernini was 25 when this was completed.

My experience at Galleria Borghese - or at any other museum/monument I have seen, for that matter - would not have been the same had it not been for my awe-inspiring professor, Paolo Alei. With each lecture, he continues to astound me. His knowledge of art knows no bounds, and our class has probably not even scratched the surface of the it. But Paolo's intelligence is not what impresses me most. There are many geniuses in our world, but few choose to become teachers and even fewer are actually talented ones. Paolo opens my eyes to things no audio guide or book could ever offer. With each class, I learn and appreciate so much more about art, and Rome. He is a captivating lecturer and although intimidating, humble and passionate about his profession. He's even got me thinking of taking a minor in art history once I get back to Santa Cruz. He's that good. 

villa borghese

Last weekend, Katie and I had a little picnic at the Central Park of Rome, Villa Borghese. 
Despite being hit on (I shouldn't still be surprised when this happens, but I am) by a creepy middle aged guitar player, the afternoon was lovely. We rented a tandem bike and tried our best to avoid turning all the tourists into roadkill. This was harder than it may sound as the bike had a motor with a mind of it's own and a very stiff brake, but it didn't stop us from thoroughly enjoying ourselves. We rode through the park taking some snapshots of the beautiful fountains and statues, and drinking in the pleasant afternoon air. 

         Villa Borghese was owned by the noble family of the Cardinal Scipione Borghese - a lover and patron of art - from the late 16th to mid 17th century. At one time the beautiful villa boasted lush gardens filled with exotic plants and animals from all over the world, which attested to the imperialistic power of the Catholic church. Although elephants and zebras no longer roam the vast grounds, Villa Borghese has retained the largest private art collection in the entire world and remains a gorgeous park for the modern Roman to enjoy. 




in case you can't tell, those horses have fish tails.

Monday, October 1, 2012

prost!

If you asked me to describe my Oktoberfest experience in one word, I would probably say dreamlike. When I say this, I mean it less in the surreal and ethereal way and more in the did-that-actually-happen way.

I impulsively decided very late last Tuesday to buy a bus ticket to Oktoberfest. I had been planning on going since I found out I was studying abroad in Rome, but hadn't been able to find a cheap enough way to get there until last week. I made arrangements to meet up with my good friend Mari when I got there, who graciously offered to let me stay with her and her friend Kelly in their hostel. Other than that, everything was pretty much up in the air. I wish I could say I often make such spontaneous and whimsical decisions. It's true that I'm usually down to play things by ear, but I wouldn't consider traveling alone to a foreign country quite the same as a weekend in Santa Cruz. However, I've been trying to carpe diem and all that, so on Tuesday night I clicked confirm and nervously boarded a bus headed to Munich just two days later.

I groggily awoke Friday morning in Germany - did I mention it was a twelve hour bus ride? I had lucked out with an empty seat next to me and had sprawled out like a starfish for the duration of the drive. I consequently looked like a homeless person when I woke up and since my friends had not arrived yet, I was forced to continue this persona by getting myself ready in a public bathroom at the train station. When I looked like myself again, I got a hold of Mari and we decided to meet up just outside the festival. I had no idea where I was going but I followed the crowds of lederhosen and nearly wept tears of joy when I saw her. Finally, Mari, Kelly and I excitedly entered the enormous beer carnival. 

The next two days were filled with more lederhosen than I've ever seen in my life, pretzels the size of my face and, of course, an exorbitant amount of beer. I spent way too much money and had way too much fun. And although some things remain a little foggy, I returned to Rome alive and well with many a fond memory. I am so glad I went and I heartily recommend Oktoberfest to anyone who enjoys beer, Germans, bratwurst or all of the above. My only advice would be to pace yourself - the Germans' drinking abilities are supernatural and unfortunately, I did not inherit them with my last name.

Here are some photos for your amusement.

i wasn't lying about the pretzels

 a german meal

babooshkas

we made it inside schtotenhammel!

the chaos inside

my lover and her bratwurst

dancing on tables

new friends

we love beer

<3


Wednesday, September 26, 2012

ah, praha.

I'd like to preface this post by answering a question that I'm sure will nag you throughout this post: yes, I am in fact obsessed with Prague. I love it. My friend Kate was telling me about how much she loved Switzerland and she used a phrase that I'd like to steal to let you know just how much I loved this place: it was like a movie set. Every corner you turned down was more beautiful than the last. I plan to go back very soon; I have to, because I just didn't get to see everything that I wanted to. I hope all of you get the chance to visit the beautiful city one day.

I'll try and limit these to the most important, but right now that seems impossible. There are just too many. 

1. The architecture. Again, I wish I knew more about architecture to be able to better appreciate every building I saw, but honestly it's not necessary for Prague. It's just so old and so gorgeous, and in a way that's completely different than Rome, that you can't help but be awestruck at it's beauty. Again, I'll let the pictures speak for themselves. I can't. I just...I can't. 






2. The food. Yes, it's all heavy and probably has more calories than I'd care to know, but it's DELICIOUS. Everywhere we ate was superb, minus a place called Lokal that the lady from Agent Provacateur told us about. We trekked starving halfway across the city to get to their second location after the first one was full, and the meat I ordered was half the size of my palm. Huge letdown for an empty stomach. But it was still scrumptious. Alternatively, my favorite place had to be Choco Cafe. Lenci, Katie and I went there our first morning and it the cutest little place with pretty lighting and soft cushy chairs and couches. The wafting smell of chocolate chip muffins fresh out of the oven didn't hurt either. The three of us grabbed a table and we each ordered a muffin and me, a choco cafe, Lenci and Katie, hot chocolates. Everything was superb, but apparently hot chocolate is taken literally in Prague as hot. chocolate. Specifically, there was no milk, just warm chocolate in liquid form. At first I was disappointed I didn't order one as well, but when neither Lenci nor Katie could finish theirs (it was so rich) yours truly helped them out. Hans, you would have died and gone to heaven. We'll go back someday, don't worry. 

what's left of my goulash - so hungry i forgot to take a pic first

pancakes

apple streudel

cappuccino with whipped cream

i'm so cute

3. Jazzy Jazz Jazz. Our first night in Prague, we stumbled off the alarmingly cold street into a small pub not far from the castle. On our way up to the bar, we saw a sign pointing downstairs that advertised a jazz band that was playing that very night. So of course, we went down to explore. It turned out we were an hour and a half early but we decided to stay and inevitably scored the best table. We settled into our booth, ordered a few beers, and waited for the band to arrive. I still can't believe our luck, the band was so incredible. Each musician was as talented as the next, but I was particularly wowed by the singer, for obvious reasons. Her voice was like velvet, so smooth and controlled but effortless at the same time. I'll see if I can upload a video. Anyways, it was a perfect first night in Prague.

love me some guiness

me and len

the best

blondie was the singer

4. CUZ! For those of you who weren't aware, my dear cousin Nate is studying in Prague this semester as well, so we finally managed to meet up on our last night at a pub called The Pub. Sounds a little hoity toity right? Like who says they get to call themselves that when there are more pubs in Prague than there are freckles on my face? WRONG. This place was cool, and they definitely have the right to their name. It had three floors, but the basement was full of booths that each had 4 beer taps in the middle of their table. At the back of the room was a huge scoreboard that kept a tally on how many beers each table had drank. It also switched to a screen that showed how The Pub ranked against other pubs in Prague. Being an avid beer fan and a naturally competitive person, I loved this idea. We all sat at one booth, my friends and Nate's. I was great to catch up with Nate, who I hadn't seen in years, and his friends were lovely as well. After we'd had our fill, we left to go to a club that had been renovated from a church and danced on a catwalk to house music. All in all, it was an awful night. I hated it. 



Still some lows..

1. Some Prahans (?) ripped us off. The meal we bought from the cute vendors on the side of the Old Town square charged us 800 krowns for our meal, when in reality it should have been something over 100. If this still sounds large to you, it's because the quantity of czech krowns, the currency of the Czech republic, is in no way comparable to that of the euro or dollar. This makes it super confusing to convert and hard to know how much you're paying for something, which is precisely why we had no idea until later that we payed about 50$ for a meal that should not ever have been that much. Still a delicious meal though, and worth it. 

2. The prohibition. Not the one in the 1920s where there were speak-easys and everything was glamorous. Some sick czechs decided to put methanol in some vodka and rum that people drank and subsequently went blind or died from. The result? No alcohol served or sold in all of the Czech republic besides beer and wine. This really isn't much of a low, it didn't impact me at all. In fact, it was kind of cool to be in Prague during an important historic event. Not to say that I don't appreciate the heartbreak of those affected by the poisoned alcohol and their families, however. 

Aaaaaand that's it. No more lows. That's how great Prague is. Seriously, go. 
We arrived home in Rome on Sunday evening and I collapsed in my bed without even unpacking. It was funny to think that coming back to my triple in Trastevere would ever feel like home because I still think of it as foreign, but somehow it did. Prague was the perfect end to a lovely vacation before the start of classes. I'll write a post about those another time.


But I'd like to end this post by saying that the biggest highlight of my trip by far was the girls that accompanied me. I am hard pressed to name a time in my life that I have laughed harder and more often than I did on this trip - my stomach is still a little sore. I am so lucky to have met these girls and I can't wait to share more adventures with them, whether they be during our semester in Rome or later in life. Good friends are hard to come by, but best friends are truly rare, and I know I have found that in these two :) 



Well FOOK it is way past my bedtime. I actually did end up devoting my night to this blog. Oh welp, it was worth it. 

Buonanotte, i miei bambini!